A new chapter

Today I taught bible class at the temple (my church). I didn't have enough time to freak out when I got the phone call because I was still at work. I had only a little time to go over what I had already been studying in my private study time, but I managed to get about 1 minute of "freak-out" time in though with a bunch of "Oh my God." LOL

I'm entering into a new chapter in my life. I'm not really sure when I got here or exactly how I arrived, but I know there has been many roadblocks and landslides along the way. I told one of my spiritual advisers, "I feel like I'm on new territory and I have no clue what I'm doing." They assured me that this was exactly where God wants me to be...the result will be me learning to totally lean and depend on Him to take the wheel and guide me through this next phase of my life.

Being an advocate for a cause that so many people are failing more and more to believe in is a great task, but also a privilege. This will take an undeniable dedication and relentless trust in God that He will give me the medicine for a generation that the enemy has afflicted so greatly.

I don't want to be mediocre. I don't want to do enough to get by. I want a clear distinction that separates me from the theatrics that Christian teachers have brought into this sacred calling. If there's an answer for my generation and a cure for us as I have read in the scriptures, I want that! Despite any disappointments in my life, and if none of my career goals are ever fulfilled...herein lies one of the greatest accomplishments I could ever hope to achieve.

"I beleive I can overcome the things that have been left undone. I believe I have a place to go. Somehow, I know, I will get to You." - Rachael Lampa, song: All This Time

L8r:
~faithful